. She looked up after a couple of minutes of that. "But all of that stilldoesn't change how things are now. It doesn't matter which one of thesebabies has Sonya inside them. She is gone now, even if she rememberseverything she might as well be dead to me. We won't ever be togetherlike that again and we both have to live with it and wishing it wereotherwise won't change that."The baby kicked again. "Settle down," she whispered and went back torubbing the slow circle on her belly.Derek looked back. John he was a coupe years younger then me. he was a Mormon also and lived right across the street. Alex was one year older and lived next to me and his parents were always gone and if they were home they were down stairs smoking, drinking or watching porn so he could do whatever they did not care. Then there was Luke and Ryan they were brothers. Ryan was the oldest he was my age and Luke was two years younger. They could do whatever their dad was in Jail and mom did not care. We were all. So there was this cutelittle tray I had set up that went around her waist and was balancedwith the chain connecting to her D-ring around her neck. Okay, okay Iadmit it, I was having lots and lots of fun, and it was making mereally, really hot.I had set up these little tasks for her. I went around the house andset up some displays. One example would be that in the kitchen, on thecounter I had left a little rack that had four wine glasses. Theglasses were suspended by their necks, so that Wendi.Read More
